General Ramblings in getting Indirank

Finally the Indirank is here!!  37 to 69...thatz the best high Jump I have ever recorded.!!!! It has really triggered many emotions.... Its One month and 6 days since I have joined Indiblogger.in and this one month has given me loads of friends and appreciation for my so called weird and waste blog!! My blog's 2nd Anniversary (May 2nd )  is coming up and I really thank Indiblogger for the wonderful gift in form of Indirank! When  had started blogging I had no clue as to what a blog is and what am I supposed to write! I used to keep a diary but my laziness hated that her attention was shared!! ( After all she's a girl's Laziness!!) However I started blogging and decided to atleast update once month. I don't know what blogging is all about, I just know here I can write anything and everything I like and its my space. Moreover if anyone shares the same thought we can have a great discussion too..bass this is why I blog. A month back I was just browsing blogs and I came upon this guy's blog who had a indiblogger badge on his blog. Normally I shy away from any kind of commercialization of blog  as in I believe I should write because I feel like and not because I have to keep up with ranks and badges but dunno why indiblogger caught my attention and I visited the site. Bang in half an hour, I ,for the first time in life became a part of a blogging community! nitially my friends Richie, ridz, shu, Sv, Kuni  ,Mallika were the only readers that I had, they have always appreciated whatever I forced them to read!! thanks y'll . Their comments and critics egged me to write more and expand my horizon and always strive to write the unexpected. I was however more lazy than I thought and within few months my poor blog joined the list of inactive blogs.. Had no idea how and why but one day I really felt guilty about neglecting writing, something that gives me solace (apart from reading ) Slowly came into momentum again but the impetus that indiblogger provided was unbelievable. Suddenly even in middle of having my meal , my mind is abuzz with stories that i have to pen down or poems that could be written or any tit bit that I have to share! I have faced lot of critics for my blog.  Some said it bakwas and immature.  Who the hell would want to read sucha stupid blog.  If these are called stories then I would stop reading them!  Are you 22 year old? I seriously doubt it after reading that thing that you call as your blog Why do you torture people by writing!! Your writing sucks, in fact I don't wana insult writing by saying that you write.. These are few gems that I have heard as anonymous comments or comments by friends..I used to feel bad but since I love blogging I decided come what may, I will blog, I don't care if someone doesn't read it.I would be happy that I have shared... Indiblogger has given me soo many appreciations, comments , praises ,votes on my blogs that I feel as if its ok if I write bad,insensible and foolish..atleast my blog has someplace to call as home.....